The days that end here...

Life moves so fast and before you know it it's been a year since I wrote on here.. Whether it was choosing to guest blog for bigger publications instead, or just being plain busy to even give a shit,  something in my heart told me that I needed to come back to a place where I could be me, honestly, and write my crazy thoughts to look back on.  I also needed a place to put ALL of my photos that didn't make the cut on instagram without pissing off my family.  "Do you like this....?  OR...this?"  Tell me you do this too.

A day as beautiful as yesterday couldn't fit in one little square.  My husband recently got a new film camera and as always we were willing to be his test bunnies...  We usually end up at the beach during sunset for a night swim so like the usual we went down while my husband shot away at us.  Next day we dropped off the roll of film and not expecting anything came back to the most gratifying results...I love these pictures so much it hurts...An essence, a feeling so perfectly captured in time, frozen like the moment was just now.  I guess that's the feeling shooting film gives you.   I realized that no amount of dollar can and will compare to the joy I have of seeing my son dance with the ocean.. We often talk about having another baby, moving to LA , and get beaten down with the pressure of work with what we're doing wrong as oppose to all the rights.  Somehow though, when I look back on these photos,  all the worries get wiped out faster than a tourist on Sandy Beach to reassure me that we are right where we need to be or at least on the right track...My family of 3, living by the ocean, although chaotic, happy as can be as long as our day ends here...

On Phe: River Island swim shorts
On me: Zulu and Zephyr one piece from their new Summer range that dropped today